Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Grateful

He struck my face with dirty fists
Stained with selfishness and spite 

She stabbed my back with a dull jagged blade
All with a smile on her face

He screamed into my ear
Shit filled delusions of superiority
Wreaking of greed and immaturity

I stumbled over my own bad judgment
Shifted through the thick fog of disappointment
I abused my own temple
Cut deep into the pain
Purged to cope with the rejection
Closed my eyes and prayed for the end 

I grew weary of this dark place 
It's monsters
The way they feed on naive trust
Wear well crafted masks
Prey on bleeding hearts

My impression of love...

Always a motive
Always a paralyzing word
Enjoyment on their faces as they pull the strings
Of us lowly puppets
Twisting and knotting us up
Until we are useless 
Hanging in limbo from our gullibility 

You found me broken
Clinging to the comfort of empty space 
You cut me free 
Carefully untwisted the ropes and knives
Lightly kissed the bruises of my mind
Stared directly at the scars
And called me beautiful

You stationed yourself to my side
And have not moved
You carry my baggage with grace
Your kindness drowns the voices in my head
Your gentleness seals my wounds
Your touch soothes me, where others left me shaken 
Your words comfort me, where others left me feeling small 

You have the nerve to ask me why I love you like I do?
I never even knew what real love felt like until you found me
It had only been spoken
Never shown

Everything I thought love was
You proved wrong

I am forever grateful


Story of Us
Mixed Media on Wood Canvas
Artist: Kate Hart